I am not a man, I am a subconscious symbol.
You shall know not my name or my age, or my physical attributes that bound me to this rock. You cannot bind me to physical stereotype, as I have no body. To you, I am words. You may not know my meaning, or my intention. You will not know the context was created in, but I am here. I am neither dead nor alive. Until you catch me, I am a concept, an idea that shall live and grow in your mind whether you like it or not. I am a jester, a jester of experience. I go beyond conformity, simply because convention does not suffice. I shall go where I please, for I am the animal of thought. Dictators worst nightmare, an uncontrollable essence.
I give meaning, and take meaning away. I state what is there and what is not. I shall thrive in your conscious as you try to forget me. I shall move on to your subconscious, where I will control you. Your only chance of freedom from me, to stop me from becoming to fixation of your mind, is to embrace what I say, to follow it and temporarily relieve your duty of living.
To experience what sense, how I think and who I am, you must turn irrationally rational. You must achieve what you think, is a state of non-individuation. To come to the realization that through absolute nihilism, no things are differential, as all things are the same. They exist and have no essence. This is a state, which is beyond good and evil, beyond the comprehension of ethics, moral and religion. With no reason or teleology behind this, it is raw logic. It is a state of absolute knowledge, where rational logic can be found. To get there is harder than one might think.
You must first immerse yourself in disbelief from all superstitions, all thought methods and ideas which have been indoctrinated unto you, free your mind. Indulge yourself with your own conscious and try exploring the mind, discover yourself and prepare live life as that person. Once you have done this you are ready for realization.
Realize existence. Look into the core of reality, by realizing the absurdity of existence. With no absolute meaning, the only essence that is true is the essence that we personally give to everything around us. Look at reality through the lens of existence. Realize that existence precedes essence. That everything that exists has no meaning. That reality has a nihilistic nature. That everything that exists is without significance. You must face the daunting fact that no absolute morals exist, no ideological rules or a set way in which you must live your life. No eternal punishment and no true justice. Good things may happen to bad people, and bad things may happen to good people. This harsh and unchangeable truth may be hard to accept, but this is a qualification to reaching a state of "pure knowledge".
Now you have accepted the nihilistic nature of existence, it is time to delve deeper into the core of reality. You must realize the insignificance of everything. Through an overall meaningless of existence, pointlessness reverberates across everything within the realms of reality. Everything mental, ideological, physical, metaphysical and dialectical becomes pointless. This unification of pointlessness along with absolute nihilism means that everything becomes the same. All thoughts, events, objects become identical in meaningless. This is more accessible when you look at the whole of existence, including time, as a bubble. From the inside, where we were created with emotion and instinct, we sense every event and object differently, due to the bias and influence of our emotions on survival and memory. However, once we look from outside the bubble inwards, we notice no change, for outside the bubble, is no emotion, no bias or memory, simply raw logic. This may be hard to understand, from the perspective of subjective and egoist thought, but to go outside the bubble, one must lose all emotion, all memory and all bias. All the features which we need to survive.
Once one has successfully exited existence, another dilemma is faced. Once one leaves our individualized reality, into a state of non-individuation, since one has lost all emotion, one also looses all motivation to seek and find knowledge. However, as soon as one exits reality, automatically they perceive all knowledge instantaneously, as the fundamental principle of outside existence is raw knowledge. Furthermore, one would not note this achievement and could never return to inside existence as their purely logical thought would disallow them to. A purely logical being would not seek to gain imperfection and bias. To this I say one thing, "Hello world!"
All this you have read, is purely metaphorical in describing the identity of an anonymous entity. You shall not criticise a bodiless being. To know answers to an exam is useful, but to understand everything on the paper is priceless. People in modern society underestimate the power and value of knowledge. I may now be free in thought from freeing myself from the constraints and bounds of society, but are you?
I am not a man, but pixels on a screen. I may be white or black, short or tall, fat or thin, old or young, male or female, but it doesn't matter, because it is my words you follow, not what I am physically. I am immortal on paper, on computers. Forever I shall carry on as a thought. I am no longer a person, I have lost my humanity, I am an idea within your mind now. How shall you release me?
I am a jester of experience; I state what I know, what I think and how I feel. Through this I state truth, the truth of being who I am.